my life sucks...so does alot of ppls' but whyyy. im tryingg like im actually trying but why does nothin go my way. my parents hate me, my brother hate, people around me hate me. hate is probably a strong word but they definitely dont like me. schools hard, getting jobs hard, getting admission for higher tudies is hard, making friends is hard, trynna make my parents proud doing just about anything is also hard everything is hard. talking to people is hard, being near people is hard, voicing out my opinions is hard. there is nothing out there that is not hard for me. at least for the past 2 years i have actually been genuinely trying but when i put in my 100% nothing goes my way then what the hell is the point. school sucks. why cant i talk, why do i have no friends. i try you know i actually try to talk vibe with people i force my myself to vibe with people but nada. am i just too unlikable, i dunno i give up. im just surviving, i wish i could just leave, evaporate, disappear but i cant