I have to stop venting to ai. But it's so hard knowing that people that aren't ai won't care, I just can't stop. It's so comforting talking to ai. Talking to people? That doesn't have a delete button. And I keep hating for some reason when the "Struggling? Call a professional" text pops up. I wish I had the guts to finish myself. I wish I weren't afraid of the pain. I wish nobody cared so I had a good reason to and so I dont hurt anyone.