When I yell they ask me to stop talking, when I'm quiet they tell me to speak up, when i share my opinion they say no body even asked, when i keep it to myself they tell me to explain, when i write about relatable stuff they say its not that deep, i laugh too much they say calm down, i dont react they ask whats wrong, I explain? I'm apparently dramatic, a lunatic, when i stay vuage im distant when itry to fit in im fake, when i stay true to myself im difficult. So I now learned the rules change depending on whos listening and I realized the right version of me never stays right for long, im tired of changing myself every time i talk, tired of being what everyone expects me to be, and its gotten to a point where i dont know who myself is anymore.