So…I went to the chiropractor with my dad and just found out I had moderate scoliosis. It’s not bad to the point where surgery is required but it’ll most likely get worse when I’m older. I sort of expected it a few years ago seeing how one side curves more than the other but I still prayed it wasn’t that. Seeing that x-ray and being right about something I wanted to be so wrong about hurts so bad. Having already hated the way my body looked, I now can’t help but look in the mirror and point out each and every one of my flaws. To make matters worse at home I was shamed and blamed by my own family for having it. I still haven’t eaten since the morning and I’ve been crying for about 5 hrs. My head hurts and I don’t know what to feel about everything going on in my life anymore. I’m overwhelmed and I can’t fathom to get out of the room I locked myself into. I don’t know what to do.