I hate that when I ask if you need to talk to me yet it feels like you dont want me here? you truthfully ill wait for you and i understood you wanted to have time and patience. But to again bring up the topic again? To bring up their name..?? “M” “I miss them” While im right there. “M” “Oh i use to watch _ oh i use to play _ with them” Why cant it just be about us right now while we are having fun while we are being so Joyuous. To bring up something so negative to bring up something You want to bring up something you dont even want to talk about right now. I dont know what you want from me ill give you time ill give you love ill give you advice. But theres nothing you want from that category Im jusy so tired and burnt out from you doing this over and over and im just so tired id never want to yell at you. Id never bring myself to that range id never bring myself to that stage. But that makes me want to scream and cry my eyes and lungs out. You tear me apart