I've completely lost my identity. Am I a girl? A boy? Nonbinary? Xenogender? It all feels wrong. As of current, I have over 30 LGBTQ labels. But the issue is, I dont know who I am anymore. Is my name "Aspen" or is it something else? Nothing else feels right because I look like a girl. A girl with a boy's name. Wouldn't that just be so funny to this bitchy society we're all trapped in? I don't know how to find out if my name suits. I just want to look like a boy and then find out my name. But I can't even do that if I'm not sure if I'm a guy. I just want to kms atp (but not really if ykwim)
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