I’m sick of feeling stuck. I had/still have so many things I want to do with my life and it feels like I’m holding me back. My finances, my weight, my relationship, my physical appearance, my career - nothing is where I want it to be right now. I know they say comparison is the thief of joy but I can’t stop comparing myself in my head to all these people who seemingly have it all or at least half of it all. I have little to no self esteem, no motivation, no energy, I actually dislike myself quite a lot right now. It would be nice to like myself. I think I have postpartum depression. I feel like I’m breaking down most days. The worst thing is, I work in the mental healthcare industry. I know what I can probably do for help and support but I feel so alone. I’m so lonely. I feel ungrateful. I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel confused.