I want to end my life but I dont want you to feel alone. Youre the one holding the knife away from me. I have such a deep and true love for you. I dont deserve love. I have been sexauly assaulted, tried to kill myself, and I cut myself by the age of 13. Youre the only one that understands me better then I do . I love you so much. I will love you for forever even if my forever ends sooner then you think. I love you Mearah