I feel so lonely and depressed, its the start of my senior year, I'm 2 days in and im already skipping class. I regret even choosing the courses I took because im so fucking stupid but its not like I can do anything about it now. I really thought that I was gonna get better this year but I guess I happen to insult god in some way that it decided that 2nd year was the last time I ever get to be happy. Why the fuck am I so stupid and lazy there's genuinely something fucking wrong with me that im starting to think someone droped me as a kid. If you're still reading this please don't be a bum ass like me and listen to your brain instead of doing some stupid shit and thinking your gonna be happy for once.