Why does my family just immediately the worse out of me, I understand I made my mistakes, I'm trying to learn and understand myself too. It's been years and only now you pay so much attention to me? I did everything for my family, I do the best I can for the people I care for. I've gone through so much but I'm not saying that you're " worse than a prostitute" just because of hook ups. My family is religious so I know I made a sin but if someone did what I did, I wouldn't even call them "broken" or "used". I wouldn't say that your crush wouldn't like because you're already "used". Thinking I'm someone that is sick in the head and mindfucks everyone?? I'm not like that, I care for people.What the actual fuck you know? As long as you guys don't tell my shit to my friends then it's all good, my past is mine. Don't be sharing my shit to anyone to prove that I am a bad person which is not true. I made mistakes and you don't shame me for it okay???