I feel sad. It's not unusual but it's tiring. I've been hurt a lot and it's mainly been by family. I don't understand why. I am the most kind and caring person you could meet, I always think of other people first, I never try to hurt anyone or be disrespectful. But my family just judges and criticizes me for everything. How I eat, what I wear, what I do in my free time, what job I look for, who I talk to, what I do on my phone, if I don't do the dishes or if I forget to hangout my clothes. I don't have any friends anymore because they're all concerned with their own situations, which I tried to support them through. I am so alone and I hate it. I wish there was someone I could run to when things get tough or when I need a shoulder to cry on, but I don't have that, yet I am there when other people need that support. I'm so sick of people hurting me. I just wanna jump on a plane and get as far from my family as possible. At least that's my goal.