I hate my body so much. No matter what I try I can't lose weight, I've starved myself, I've eaten healthy, I worked out, I've done everything I fucking can. Not only am I stuck as a woman, but I'm an ugly one at that. I hate the comments people make too, every one in my damn family loves to point out how fat I am. I just can't fucking do it anymore, I look at my siblings, my friends, even strangers and get so jealous every time. Sure there's someone out there that would probably love me as I am, but does it matter if I don't love myself? I can't look in the mirror anymore, i hate what I see. I hate that it never changes.
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