Im so pathetic. I suck at hygiene, I forget to brush my teeth, I need to be told to shower, I need to be told 50 times to clean my room because im fucking lazy, and im so gross. Im so sensitive its annoying. I cant tell when people are joking or being serious and im so pathetic for that. I can't tell people when they hurt me cuz im a scardy cat. Im so pathetic I cant even compliment a stranger. And im so scared of being judged I hide some interests or change the way I talk with some people. And im just fucking annoying. Its so weird how people genuinely enjoy being near me. And everyday is so hard for no reason. I have such a good life and parents and everything but the feelings I have make it so hard to be happy. And It sucks so much when I see people with mental problems or someone sad and I want to comfort everyone but I suck at it and I just have horrible advice. Im so fucking horrible and pathetic and annoying.