i have lost the will to live. everything has been going downhill in my life, i'm 15 and i'm going through a deep depression and all my friends have left me, sometimes the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is so strong i feel trapped cuz i can't kill myself, i have tried everything, lots of thing and far from making thing betters just made them worse and drained all my energy 24/7 i'm tortured by this constant feeling of this loneliness, i just can't take it anymore i feel like i don't have energy to live anymore, daily tasks feel so difficult, and one of the things that hurts me the more is realizing i have lost myself. i look at myself and it's someone totally different from what i used to be. i just can't be that person anymore even if forcing myself. my dear god please help me, i don't want to waste this part of my life like this