im 16, im a sophmore girl in high school and a stupid lyric is why im typing this, i met this guy off umingle way back in early winter (ik im dumb and stupid) we got close but hes 27, i feel like smth is wrong with me for doing it, maybe its my issues growing up with an addict dad, i feel so trapped in my head and ive began stressing where im not eating and losing weight, i hate myself for a number of reasons i couldnt put in here even if i felt like typing everything out, yeah its my fault i persuaded him but he knows im 16 in high school but that doesnt stop him and its just strange and i feel horrible in my gut i want it stop and i want it to all come to an end and be happy in my life.