I'm so fucking done with life i'm going through a depression that has destroyed me at the same time every friend ended up leaving me i'm completely alone now i mean seriously, i would have some friends there but they just don't care or don't help when i'm bad or when i share my problems with them, and those friends, i have helped them a lot, gave lots of my time to them when they were bad, i'm just so fucking done i don't even have the energy to rage i don't even have the energy to be te person i used to be i can't enjoy anything i can't feel happynes, idk i feel like a 0 on this world, i feel like nothing i just want to end my life so bad but i can't i have tried so many things i have put so many effort trying to make things a bit better, and things just got worse, i have totally lost all energy everything feels like a torture i'm constantly torturing myself with what i am feeling, an horrible emptiness that hits me daily without stoppin I WANT TO FUCKING DIE WHY DO I DESERVE THIS :(