I have maladaptive daydreaming (a severe form of daydreaming that stems from trauma where one creates a world in their head or lives a different life in their mind, it feels good to whoever daydream, mine usually relies on music.,) it’s developing but it’s all I want to do. I’m 14 and I hate my life. I’ve been trying school counseling in secret from my parents. I can tell my counsellor about the abuse, but I can’t handle talking about myself so I just don’t. I think I’m losing it, I’ve started self harm aswell., i rereleased cause the first one dosent feel right.