I think I’m spiralling and I don’t know what the fuck to do. I’m an only child and my parents are starting to hit me more and more and I can’t take it. All I want to do is Malapaditive Daydream and just get out of my home. I tried to get help, but I’m too scared to tell my counsellor everything, and I can’t say how I feel on the inside because I don’t want to break down. I think I’m going to end up fighting to stay clean on suicide and drugs one day and be like one of those drug movies