Rant #581

I fucking hate my mother.. . like idk how to explain it.. i have so many feeling and thoughts and she just brushes them aside. i try to tell her about my emotions shes says im being dramatic. i say im haveing thought of suicide and she says i dont know what im talking about. i stop talking to her for a moment to her oh aparently im shutting down and giveing her the silent treatment i dont know how i feel anymore