I wish I were born a boy. Not in a trans way. I've struggled with this for over 6 years now. Id put on male character and not specify my gender, get happy when someone online called me a boy. But when I seriously considered stepping up my game, I realized the big issue. I have to talk for engagement. But I cant do any different voices.. and not to mention, if I use a voice changer ill forever be stuck behind it, and have to keep lying... I could just do it as myself too, but ill never get the same validation.. I asked a friend about it and she said youre already genderfluid, just roll with what you feel like at the moment... but Media doesnt really favor queers when it comes to games with large audience..you can never be a guy who was born as one.. even if you try your hardest, your views for your effort will be at most half of theirs. And with bunch of haters... im already low on motivation most of the times..