I don't know what to do anymore. I grow up in a very poor family, two older sister who doesnt care, a mom that is hard to handle all the time, since i was very little i know my mom worked hard for the three of us since my dad has passed away. Just only a single mom that been through it all. But now im 18, did i figure my shits out? No. Even worse that I don't have any talent, nor anything since i have social anxiety. My two older sister got married, i live with my mom with no room for me at all, we sleep on the same bed. I had to deal with her bullshit all day and her mood swings. How the fuck did i get throughout the day? I sell my own body

Sometimes stupid people can be the ones that makes the general day go bad, and especially PL who I sincerely tell you all that she could be the utmost annoying ones you could meet in life. Having the audacity to tell you what to do and not what to do in specific areas where she thinks she has a better understanding than you do even if the relationship between you and her are classmates, pestering you and pulling you around like a dog on the leash. She would questions the things you do and the way you are, having an identity so foreign for the whiteness she has she decides to say that you are a poser who is trying to be 'special'. Friends as you hear this, PL is not someone that is nice and be aware of those who are overly welcoming towards you because that might be a serpent underneath that petite flower.

I dont feel fine