Honestly im actually gonna kms im sick of my life everybody leaves me and even hitting deep in my skin barely hurts anymore I cant sleep for more than 3 hours while the suns set from nightmares like my fucking cats organs being hung from the wall I can still despite it being years since I can feel their hands on every inch of my body I can feel maggots under my skin as I cry silently each night my only hesthy release was drawing but OH NO!! I cant fucking draw now I cant do SHIT right omfg bro.