My life is less about myself and more about everyone else in my family. I'm a extra, last person to take care of or not at all. Last person to worry about, last person to lend money to or none at all. But I have to be perfect, perfect grades , perfect school , perfect college, perfect job so they can show off about me . I was only ever told to do this , to do that . I was never asked what I wanted. That one time I told them I had a different opinion about life and want to do something else that suits me best , all hell broke lose . It went as far as telling me I'll be sold off if I don't listen to them . Living with a chronic illness and a young girl that I am , I'm already paranoid about the world that I can't even run away. So I just sit there in the same house getting humiliated and still doing things for them .