Yea I did come to rant. But I lost track of what I wanted to tell after reading all those painful stuff. I know you guys will heal from all this one day. It won't happen naturally with time alone. It takes time and your effort and please don't give up. We all are different. If I were in your shoes I would have did the same, felt the same. And don't blame your younger self. Even if you reversed time, the same decisions you would've made. For me, most of them i regret. Nothing is constant.
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