A few days ago I just got out of a toxic relationship. My therapist even said it was sexually abusive but I’m not entirely sure because it was all online. During the relationship my partner would mention freaky/sexual stuff more than romantic stuff. I like I was called pup or puppy more times any other cute nickname and it absolutely breaks my heart. She would often ask for me to take nude pictures and videos (while I am a minor) and would get upset when I refused. This was basically the whole 2 months of us being together and I basically had to buy my own love by sending her photos of me. I ghosted her because I didn’t know any other ways out and my therapist even suggested I should do that, but I feel so disgusting. I know it’s insanely terrible to ghost someone and I just feel like I was overreacting. I feel terrible, I’m crying as I am typing this. I loved her so much but it didn’t seem like that love was reciprocated in a way that made me feel like I was actually cared about. This