i just found out that my fiance who i have 2 kids with has been cheating on me since i started dating him which it has been over 2 years. I had to find most of it out on my own he refused to tell me everything at once so i found out for myself in tiny pieces. Him and his family have done nothing but put me threw hell. idk how to feel or what to do about it. i wish i could go into detail about eveything hes done but that would be 10 page essay. i haven't been able to sleep without checking his phone bc i always feel like im missing more information. i have a almost 2 yr old and a 1 month old baby, i dont want them to see how im effected, but its hard to try and hold everything inside.