Been trying for too long, my dreams unachievable, a decent life, what a lie, every effort means i only got to sacrifice yet more. even my marriage and fiancée now even the best thing to ever happen to me... just drives me insane, and breaks me over and over... i don't know what else to do. I can't find a way foward... I can't afford to pay more for this life i don't want. Apparently it is too much to ask for a quiet life worth living.
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