My cope with being different. Different as in societal norm. Specifically With my sexuality. I never have fit into a societal norm, I’m either too straight or not gay enough Having this makes me feel so isolated I've never "fit in" with any group all of my life & nobody that I've met has gore through this, at least that I Know of. I don’t get my dream wedding, I don’t get my dream family I dont get my dream future. I'm stuck with something forced into me by myself & that's hard to explain to people. I feel very alone.