i had a fall-out with friends and since then it feels like i've lost my mind. they were all i had and now i'm so lonely i just legitimately don't know who i am anymore. i've started doing bad things to cope or feel better about myself and i just don't know what to do anymore. i attempted suicide 6 months ago because it became too much, the isolation, having to see my old friends, it was just too much, and i'm starting to think suicide is the right answer again i'm just so tired please i can't do this anymore