I js came from a grad party with my boyfriend and he lowk was ignoring me and then his friend was there and he brought his girlfriend which my boyfriend insinuated was hotter than me so I wanted to stay because my boyfriend makes me feel very insecure and he does it a lote, unintentionally, but a lot and sometimes it feels like he rather be with someone else. So I wanted to sty to see what was so great abt her, but really it’s everything she’s calm, she was pretty, she was nice, I felt like a waste of space like my e, my mom is right and I am just that. my mom wants to keep me under her thumb for the rest of my life and just wants me to work away to help her. So I have college class until July 2 and she says I can’t have summer EVER cuz I don’t deserve it. Who says that? And she always says how she’s better than my dad because he wrote a letter to me and the therapist said “he wouldn’t talk to an adult like that he shouldn’t talk to me like that” but she does the same fricken thing.