my friend is very suicidal, i told her that she can vent to me because i would like to know what is going on in her mind so i know how to help me. What i didn't know is that i'd be up everyday for the past week begging her not to unalive herself, sending paragraphs, just begging her to stay alive. I feel so guilty saying this because i know if i say don't vent to me it will make her feel worse, but it is really affecting me and my mental health.