i freaking hate everything. i'm in pain and i don't know what to do anymore. my bf of almost two years broke up with me, throwing me into the friendzone. what's worse is that after a few months of that, he straight up just broke things off with me entirely, as in, we're not even friends anymore. this was someone i trusted and confided in, and he threw it all away just like that. why? am i seriously that unbearable? was i too dependent? was i too much to bear? whatever. none of this is worth it. if you really did love me, you would have stayed. i know i would have if i was in your shoes. i'm not going to chase you anymore if you're just gonna throw me out like a piece of garbage. go find some other heart to break, ya frickin prick. i don't hate you. i just don't care enough to keep pursuing someone who doesn't even want to be with me anymore. go find the person you wish i was and let's pretend we never met.