My friends forgot my birthday again for the third year in a row. I know I shouldn't be mad but we all agreed to hang with me this year and they forgot. I know people have their own lives but I was really excited to start celebrating my birthday again with friends and I thought 20 was a big milestone. They didn't forget anyone else's birthday but mine. It hurts a lot and it's not just them. My parents practically forgot too. I want to do something today and normally I would go to my uncle to hang but he just recently passed 2 weeks ago. I just feel so alone and sad.