today has been awful it started out nicely but made a dumb mistake because I was annoyed and mad and now I feel like the worst person ever my family kept bugging about me going to get them ice cream but I was in the middle of cooking dinner not to mention all day I was cleaning its like whatever I'm doing I have to stop right away and do what they want its anoying and after dinner I went to get the ice cream telling my mom "I'm going to get your ice cream that you and my sister keep bothering me about" apparently it hurt her feelings and she told my dad and he yelled at me and now my mom is giving me the silent treatment something she always does when shes upset with me I said sorry and I didn't mean it in a mean way and explained I was feeling overwhelmed but it doesnt matter to them not to mention I'm overwhelmed and stressed all the time from babysitting my nephew and doing everything around this house its tiring and my emotions are never valid no one here cares about how I feel