I’m half russian half finnish. I hate being russian. And finnish. Both don’t feel like home to me. I just don’t wanna be either. Its so confusing when someone calls me russian or finnish, cause in reality im none but at the same time both. Not russian, cause i never lived there and our family traditions are different from what true russians have. Not finn cause I never lived with finnish traditions and it feels so distant to me. I just wanna be no one…
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