I feel as is no one cares about me, not even my own family. I wish I could just die without a trace of me left for anyone. I feel powerless, worthless, and hopeless with nothing to show for it. No matter what I do or say, I am always limited and can never get anything to go my way. I try so hard to be the best version I can be just for all my efforts to completely be in vain. I hate my life and I don't want it anymore. I was never meant to be here.