What's building up is that I'm having fun in a way that no one can take this feeling away from me. It's kind of nice actually. I've never felt freer in my life, and because it wasn't given by another, it can't be taken away. Because I took it, only I can give it away. It's such an odd feeling. I think of Nina Simone's "I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel to Be Free" and I wonder if she ever got a hold on this kind of freedom.
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