I really liked this one friend I have but I thought he didn’t like me so I got into a relationship with a guy who I have been with for 9 months now and that friend I liked told me he had a crush on me but then saw me get with my current boyfriend and gave up and all the feelings came rushing back and I still want him deep down but my new boyfriend treats me well and I love him a lot. I don’t want to leave my current boyfriend but at the same time I do. Someone help me. I know this makes me sound like a horrible person and I know my boyfriend doesn’t deserve this.