im so lonely, i have 2 people in my life that i can talk to but only one really hangs out with me, thats my boyfriend as well. i dont have more than 1 friend and i cant even open up to her and its so draining, i want my best friends back. i want it so badly, she broke me so much but i loved her dearly that i sat through it hoping one day she will treat me like her best friend again. i dont know what to do anymore because i can barely make or keep friends due to me always wanting to talk since i dont have any company. im so tired of this cycle every single day.