I'm so incredibly tired! I have to manage trying to keep every single emotion down at school, since one small slip-up and I'll be expelled, yay! And I always default to talking to old friend on my laptop, but oh no, htat's not good, you're relaxing too much, you don't have any stress hah! my mother really tries, she does, i see that, but not in this department. and i don't wnat to tell her because it'll escalate, i know that, it'just i'm so tired. everything hurts. i miss my old friends. i barely have any of them. i have to keep them.