What do I fucking do with my life now. I hate feeling this way, lonely, misunderstood, annoying, a bad boyfriend/friend (ig I’m losing all my friends now😕), a son, student, grandson, nephew, cousin, like wtf. My friend or not friend anymore Alex is fucking ignoring me when I didn’t even do a fucking thing. Today I wrote him a message on discord that said “hey are you mad at me, please be honest with me , if I did something without knowing please say something, your my best friend and I still wanna be friends” and he goes fucking online now and decides to leave my message read like dude…and fucking red nose Rudolph saydee decides to go up to me yesterday at softball when I was talking to Katie-Mae about a girl who got hurt while out in the field because I was wondering what happend and say goes “she was on our team last year” and I went “oh k” and saydee keeps repeating like I didn’t hear her for the first time. Like hoe shut the fuck up before I fucking slap you. And then she goes af