I feel so bad about feeling bad about my situations when all the people I know have it way, way worse than me. I know someone who's being literally physically abused and I'm just fucking there. All I have to do is get good grades, live good, stay quiet, and enjoy friends. But I'm useless. Other's parents are so much stricter and godamn at least my parents get angry at an 87 or something lower, others' parents forget that it's their child when they come back with a 95. And then there are the parents who give no shit about a thing and let their kids grow up so fast they look like and sound like adults. Why is everything so fast and weird and ugh.