I always wanted to be a gymnast or a dancer, to have power with in my body. Or have learnt different styles of fighting, putting my body and mind up to the test, to be justice like a superhero and I know that sounds dumb. But the point is that I wanted to be there for people. I wanted to trust my body and just know what to do. But I mostly want to do cool flips and tricks on a beam, mat or bars, to fly. I fucking hate it being stuck on the ground. I was in gymnastics when I was a kid but I had to go because we didn’t have enough money and we were in a small town because my father abused my mum and siblings so we had to flee and now I’m older and it to late. We have no money we live week by week and it’s now that bad not as bad as others but it hurts. Knowing what I could’ve been.