I saw my ex-bestie yesterday, she betrayed me by dating a guy who harassed & molested me and we havent talked since. Its been 4 yrs now ig & it still feels like yesterday. Idk why i cant move past this. I think of talking to her but also never to see her happy in life. I feel stuck. Ill never forgive for making me a person who cant have a bestfriend anymore because of trust issues and fear. I wish things werent this way i wish she was still here with me & i wish she loved a lil more to not do this to me. She doesnt even know all this. She probably thinks i am happy and moved on in life and i do want her to think that way because i dont wanna seem like i still think of her.
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