My dad fucking died in my arms. I pulled coagulated blood out his damn mouth. I looked into his eyes while they tried to resuscitate him for an hour. I told my mom he is brain dead and she seized into my arms. I thought I lost both parents at once. I was pregnant at the time. Everything has been downward since. I got hit by a car and broke my hip. In the process ive lost my full mobility, my licence so I cant get a job and my hair. Wtf man. Im tryin but tryin aint enough I guess. I suffered from depression for years and my wrists are scared. I know imma get through this. But right now.. times are really fin hard.