Why can't I do anything right? Follower of God, don't leave I wanna be heard pls, I follow God,then he told me to spread his name, I tried to but ended up getting shamed for forcing religion,I'm trying to not , I'm a introverted kid I barely even know how to handle social events, I can't do anything right man, I tried so hard not to have this mindset, my fyp keeps saying "God is disappointed because your not spreading his message" I don't believe it, but it's hard not to, I try so hard not to have this mindset and I'm back here, 3 years and im back here, not even a month of healing and I'm back, why can't I do it right, the only thing I do right is school, making my parents proud or whatever but why can't I do anything outsidw of school? Can't do certain sports, do my own hair, laundry, spread gospel, I have no motivation to do anything and I'm just tired. I'm always gonna be here. Never taking care of myself just living life by like some failure