I think I have bpd, I’m diagnosed with bipolar but I see so much of actual bod symptoms in me. Idk I kinda hate myself so much, I don’t like anything I say or do, I can’t stop myself from self destructing and that’s what I hate most. I have someone to live for and a life that’s ok but all I can think about is if they would love me at my worst, if I can get a blade or if I can even live till I’m 18
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