Its easy for me to love people but impossible to be loved back. Mostly because of things i cant control,. For so long i pretended and i finally got someone i loved, i was loved. But as soon as i took that mask off, i was alone once again. Either i pretend for life and get cared for, or i become who i am, and face the loneliness that comes with it. How can i accept it or face it when it makes me nauseous? I feel lesser than every single day. I just want to be loved and be seen as i am and still be loved, like its nothing hard. Like i loved him. Like i love everyone, even though i’m different.
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