Everything feels like it's weighing on me. Last month my mum found out everything cuz 988 called emergency services cuz I told them I tried killing myself. The fact is I almost died but because of that I didn't. I hate surviving attempts because everyone acts different around you. I wish it worked ngl. I'm trying to get better for my gf but I really feel like I can't. I haven't told anyone anything recently, and I'm not the person to cry but I keep crying in class.