(SKIP IF UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT: Mention of genitals, gender identity, body dysphoria <- kinda) I really want to know my gender identity. Really bad. I want to be confident when introducing myself. I was/am born a girl, but it always felt off. I don't mind my genitals but my chest? I don't like my chest. Maybe it's because I'm already disgusted with my own weight, boobs just feel off... I look in the mirror and go "gross". I force myself to wear bras that are much tighter than expected then I wear a T-shirt because 'it' is still visible. I always get excited when someone called me by He/They, She/Her is okay but it doesn't feel completely right. I'm okay with being a girl, that's fine but being called someone's son instead of daughter? that feels nice. I want to be a girl and dress like a boy, but I also really want to be a boy and dress like a girl, sometimes neither or both. I don't think I'm trans? (I wish I could write more to explain in depth but I'm running out of room, sorry :[)